Regrettably, i find myself swallowing my own words, doing or tolerating the exact same things i swore i never would.
Like Fight club, I feel like i'm two different people. there's Jamaal, the guy who is well mannered and wel liked. he's a neat freak, kinda sensitive and most peg him out to be pretty chill and predictable.
then there's Jay. Jay is self centered, egotistical, and dead ass honest. he doesnt give a shit about you, your problems. your life. your hopes. your dreams. if your life doesnt effect his, he doesnt care.
maybe, i talk a lot of shit.
maybe i shouldn't deal with the same stupid ass problems anymore.
...i'm slowly climbing to that point and i dont think i'd come back down.
5:59 p.m. - 2010-12-01
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