Tonight has been full of unexpected surprises...to say the least.
I've been waiting to tell Vanessa how much I love her and truely cherish her. In the mean time, i've almost cought up with all of the first season of spartacus, listened to songs that i've havent heard in years that have reminded me of my childhood (what i enjoyed and remembered of it), and have read diaries on diaryland more interesting than mine.
if there is one thing i've learned from this past year, it's nothing is what it seems. forget what you know...assume nothing. things are better that way. feelings are left unhurt, dispite what you feel. go with the flow, ignore the little small things.
I called Vanessa twice and got no response. I was anxious to hear from her. She didn't poke me on facebook like she normally does. or at least send me messages as she once did. which i try not to press things and just let them happen. I checked her facebook updates to see how her day went; good by the looks of it. She hung out with Zac and had a blast. I'm happy she enjoyed herself.
...but i guess we all need space at some point. it had to end sometime.
So, I suppose its another night filled of Explosions in the sky, giving ninja the cat/human attention he deserves and wondering what will i do with my life.
"I heard your voice through a photograph. I thought it up it brought up the past..Once you know you can never go back" - Red Hot Chili Peppers
11:30 p.m. - 2011-01-03
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