Vanessa,
If you're reading this, I've only gone to the extent that I have because I knew if I heard your voice, I couldn't say what I needed to say.
I love you vanessa, but for some reason, the timing and scheduling for us to finally be together was just not right. I thought pushing this patience thing was a tremendous achievement, buy my patience has met its course and I can't continue to put my life on hold for you when you can't give me a definite answer as to when things will happen. I know we don't ask for unfortunate things to happen, but they do anyway and telling me "I don't know" isn't gonna cut it anymore. I need to know. And because you don't I have to go a separate way. You are well known and people love you, and it seems as if they need you more. I cant really say what's going to happen in the future, but maybe I'll see you around l.a. some day.
Just know that I will always hold a special place for you in my heart and I will always love you.
11:10 p.m. - 2011-02-08
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