I would be lying if I said I wasn't materialistic. I like nice things. Shiny things. Technology gadgets and such. Sure I have lacrosse equiptment, and although its only a couple seasons old, its not "new"...so I sell them for newer gear. I've always been like that; with toys and pets and even pens. If it looks nice and the opportunity presents itself, I want it!
Impulsive or materialistic?
Im realizing that im also like that with people and relationships. And new beginnings. The life I have here in Baltimore is okay, not the best. The only problem is that I recognize too many people and too many people know me. That doesn't make me feel comfortable at all. I feel claustrophobic, feeling like the borderline of the city is shrinking person by person every time someone recognizes me.
I woke up today from a nap and had an idea about moving back south to North Carolina. Back to the crisp, clean air and beaches and warm and fuzzy feeling and having the feeling like im a fly on a way and that no one knows me. i'm not expecting, thinking, or planning just yet at least. Just a thought. A hunch.
I wonder how different my life would be.
I wonder how our lives would be.
I wonder if you'd even want that..
3:48 a.m. - 2011-09-05
Recent entries:
- - 2019-04-28
- - 2019-04-28
- - 2019-02-22
Smile - 2018-03-20
Not all heroes wear capes - 2018-02-25
My profile
Archives
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others:
Bedwarmhands
Thecity
cuntfeel
swallowthkey
unhealthyme
brokenstare
thejanechord
rhetoric
papersnow
warpednormal
strayrecluse
myheavyheart
tragicskies
samcorday
sexyatheist
collusion
aprilly
knowing
amitoopunk08
elusive-you