"If you are going to trust someone with your heart, make sure they have a heart of their own, so they know how it feels when it's broken."
I worked so much in the past to get over my relationship, believing all hope was lost. The more i was busy, the less I thought about anything. But nowadays, my way of grievance has become a very exciting way of life that I wouldn't had never really had if we hadn't been together. So....thank you?
I was certified in CPR, first aid and wilderness training at Blackburn Mountain this past weekend, made a lunch date with Amy, a future group leader (like myself) and have freely volunteered all free time to take kids on trips and camping and hiking. Amy and I are planning a trip together.
Maybe the fact that you broke it off pushed me to new heights and was my wake up call. Maybe the harshness in your voice and me hanging up on you was enough to motivate me to actually get out and do stuff. Live a little. See a bit of what I was missing and conquer and achieve things I didn't want to because I was so blinded by you. Maybe this was gods way of smoothing shit out, making me aware and preparing me.
Reality is reality, we are living two seperate lives. But even if what we want is mutual, until we really sit down and talk things through, absent of Gods direction, I will stay the course and continue to live life.
11:41 p.m. - 2011-11-20
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