I just realized that I haven't been on here much at all. I missed this place but lately I've been focusing on my life and the things that I want to accomplish. So....here goes the update.
1. I decided to only surround myself with positive people an to focus on positivity. I've distanced myself from people and things that weren't pointing me in the right direction, which is to say that I've cut ties with a lot of old friends and old missed habits. And surprisingly, I've felt better in the 29 days I've been doing this than the majority of last year...which is saying a lot.
2. I've forgiven Vanessa completely. It has been quite some time since I've spoken her name and have not instantly gotten enraged in the process. But by doing that, I've shown my growth in life and in myself enough to know that THAT is NO small feat. I now feel sorry for her and her situation wherever she is in her life. I hope she finds whatever she is desperately looking for...cause she needs it.
3. I accomplished my goal by playing college lacrosse. I kinda feel complacent but I'm learning new innovative ways to challenge myself and train harder. I've changed my playing Nd coaching philosophies too; it's not about having something to prove but it's all honoring the creator and playing to the best of your ability. After years of my body taking a beating, I now understand.
4. I have a new sweetheart in my life and until things become more serious, I'm keeping a lid on additional details. Too early to say.
5. I'm finally finally FINALLY moving back to North Carolina. I am super super excited. I'm really looking forward to be back in TheBoro and in TheDub and beach crawl. I miss the piers and the beaches and the sand in between my feet and the fresh breeze off the ocean and the amazing waves. I've already began to wax my board.
6. My memory is improving enough to where I am starting to perform stand up material. =]
Other than that, life is a constant reminder that time is valuable and precious.
Don't waste it!
2:53 a.m. - 2013-01-28
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