Since our break up, it's been strange knowing that you live less than 10 miles away from me. It's been strange knowing that we live in the same city and that the circles we travel in might be the same. It's been strange thinking of how I'm gonna respond to you when I see you out and about. It's been strange thinking about my reactions and if I'll be polite and say hello without feeling hurt and burned all over again. It's been strange thinking about how this city isn't big enough for the two of us..
For starters, tonight was strange. Being in your presence after a week of mixed feelings was awkward and unbearable. And inside, im still hurting. But above all else, I'm your friend..and I have to learn how to let my emotional feelings die. You dropped them pretty quick. Me, I'm still managing to sweep up the pieces from the same spot you left me in. And inside, I'm STILL hurting.
I'm just a guy in a new, big city with no one to call a friend.
11:10 p.m. - 2013-04-09
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