After dropping the bombshell on you and telling you how I feel, I realized from the start that you'd still choose him over me. Not like I was expecting you to drop him and get with me..but it damn sure would've been nice.
I feel empty. Hollow. Heartless. I feel like my soul needs to break down my guard and cry. But I physically can't. I can't trust myself to. Or anyone else. Cause I've been compromised. You have compromised me and I'm not sure what to do or where to go.
Do I just stop where I am until I figure it out? Do I continue just wondering around until it all makes sense. Do I even want to persue the dreams and goals I chased before this happened? Do I even care anymore? Should I care anymore? About anything? Well now none of that even matters anymore cause I'm stuck.
It's not that I was expecting you to love me the same way I love you..but it damn sure would've been nice.
10:56 p.m. - 2014-03-06
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